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I didn’t study at all today, I have no self control hahah X”’D played white 2 into the morning yesterday (again)… yeahhh. I am in love with this game T T  I was spoiled for the plot but I’m still having emotional attacks.

it’s named ‘my feelings.png’, suggested by my sis ‘_’ I was procrastinating and read Tegami Bachi ch 56 wahhhh and yes ok I need to write essays damn need to do design and damn wish I could draw people better XD felt the need to get something out of my system so here’s Steak (where did he go at the end of the chapter? ahahahah)

I wrote two paragraphs in a time span of 5hrs… I’m just normally slow and I don’t really recall what I did inbetween BUT TO CELEBRATE… TWO PARAGRAPHS… I LET MYSELF TAKE A BREAK… resulting in an attempt to draw Shiemi haha I’ve been laughing silently to myself (…crazy)

I’ve seen my younger sis (yuntora) draw nicer than this (she pretty much doesn’t post half the sketches I’ve sneaked over her shoulder) THE ANXIETY X’D I really need to just get over ‘not drawing’ when she’s around, NEED TO OVERCOME THE MENTAL OBSTACLE LOL. If I am, sometimes she’ll come over and say something like “that’s nice” or “cute” or “shouldn’t you be studying” thanks but man, GO AWAY HAHA

I love how Katou Kazue draws Shiemi in a chubby, cute-elegant way (and her pony tail).. does that make sense, I don’t have the mental power to describe atm haha
I’d like to capture the kind of feeling… mmm
maybe approach it in a different way… try switching gears…brain gears… something.. idk XD

Should have left reading chapter 30 until after everything important is over… next chapter is out January… why is there this hole.. in my chest… haha;;